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Yo!! Guess what? I'm in the hospital now!! Pantai Cheras Medical Center...

And I'm here with my friend, with school. For checkup! I can online in the hospital and I'm waiting for my name to be called for the checkup. I think I'm the only one who's not going for a x-ray test. My cells are not gonna die!!

Today we skipped English Oral test, YIPPEE!! Unfortunately, I also skipper chemistry, where we will do some experiments today. Ish...

Flu flu go away, come again another day

I'm sick, for the first time in 2010.

Feels proud, though, my first sickness! And it's flu..

But, looking at my pile of homework, makes me wanna cry. HOW AM I GOING TO FINISH IT ON TIME? Plus half of weekend is occupied.. I wish there was an agency where you can hire people to do your homework, just to write whatever you say. That way we can learn and not use any energy! Damn I'm smart LOL.

Listening to Leehom's songs..How can someone have such a dreamy voice...?? He's almost a god to me *sigh*

Nothing special

Another Friday, another TGI Friday...

And of course, the last period was always the "highest" time in class. Everyone just starts joking around and laughing uncontrollably.

After school was chinese drums, and after all these trainings, I still feel really really REALLY weird being the oldest one, I mean in newcomers. Everyone around me is either primary school students or form 1, I think. It is a bit "rugi" that I joined Cempaka in form 4, because then I dont have the time to try the activties. =(

BUT I don't regret joining SMKBBSP since form 1, because then I won't have the chance to meet such amazing funny friends from 3H, who gave me an unforgettable LAST year in the school. Love them and miss them, and I plan on seeing them very very very SOON!!

And this doesn't mean that I don't like my new school. The activities are awesome, as I said, but things there are more complicated. Academic, Co-curricular or social, it's much more complicated than the 9 years of schooling years I had.

Thereforek, Conclusion : I don't know what I'm thinking

FREE FOOD!!

17th of Jan 2010....Free Dinner xD

It's the Annual/Celebration Dinner for PJPO. Joining us were the Grace Note members who were the choir for the Bukit Jalil concert last year. You know how was the dinner? F-U-N!

We went there straight after orchestra, and I did my Chemistry homework the second the orchestra ended. I was sitting on the floor, all alone, doing that Chemistry homework and bursting my brain, while the others practice the songs. But I still couldn't manage to finish it, because of my not paying attention in class. In the end I ask Lock See's help in Kang Tian's car on the way to Bukit Jalil.

Some friends FFK-ed us, May Shuen, Yin Hang, Poh Wen, Nicholas and Geoffrey. I don't exactly know why they were not there, but...the dinner must go on. Of course, our table was mostly percussionists, with Nicholas CHOO who we met just that day, and (teacher) Jamie and her brother, Ken. Only two boys, too bad. The two "Kichi meows" were so "gentlemen" and giving each other piles of food, especially the Fried Rice. It wasn't bowls of rice, instead it was mountains of rice. But they managed to eat finish it. Well, they should, they're so skinny!!

And of course, we have the lucky draw. This year's lucky draw was different than last year, because this year if you were the "lucky" one, you need to answer a question about the members in the orchestra, THEN you only get your present. Harsh, I know. I wasn't the "lucky" one as I was last year. In fact, I don't know where my lucky draw present went.

The dinner ended around 1opm, after the last lucky draw. The last lucky draw was interesting. It was arm wrestling with a random person. Ms Lai was the "lucky" one and she asked Tjia Hwei to represent her. Tjia Hwei, of course, won the arm-wrestle. After that. PHOOOOSH..Everyone went home.

I was so damn damn damn damn full that day, I felt like my tummy was gonna burst.

Another week is over!!

And again, I SURVIVED!!

I got my iPod Touch today!!! I've been waiting for the stock to come and now it's finally here! But I'm a little disappointed at Mac because they said they were going to call me if the stock's ready, but in the end we were the one who called them up.

It sure feels different to be in the same school with Xiong. I mean, I still treat him like a 5 years old, and I don't want him to every grow up. I can never get tired of the silly words he came up and the silly attack/dance moves he made. Without him in a vacation is like without sun in that vacation. I remember last time his english was so broken, when he talks in english we would all laugh. There was this "I no battery oledi. Need drink coca-cola recharge" and "Zheng Fu Guo Jia!" and this "Aunty ge PI ah". He was so damn cute!!

But now, I'm in the same SECONDARY school with him, and I couldn't believe how time passes so fast! I still think Nelson is the fat chubby little kid that was accident-prone. Recalling back the times where we went to Phuket together and ran around in the beach and played some games that we now wouldn't be caught dead playing, I really miss that time. No worries about future, no worries about education and just have fun.

I still like hugging both Xiong and Nelson! They feel so nice to hug!! Don't run away when I try to hug you, or you'll be sorry xD

Come on!!!

Oh come on la guys, update your blogs!! I wanna know what's happening after I transferred!!

Wow, today's formal assembly was so darned damn cool! I think I'm making a big deal out of a tiny thing, but this really made my jaw open. What a cool way to introduce all the clubs and societies in school! Especially the Chinese Drums! I feel like jumping out and do a Y-E-N-G style! I saw Xiong playing the drums, and NOW I only know that he's all grown up already xD! *tears in my eyes* Time passes so fast..

Okay, another amazing performance was the violin and piano recital by Sebastian See-*something* from UK, I think, and on the piano was Lee Yin Hwa (If I'm not mistaken) from Ipoh. Awesome!! I can't believe that I can watch these performances in SCHOOL! Usually I need to buy tickets to watch this kind of show, but THIS in a formal assembly? That's really just too much...Holla!! Today's also my first practice in the Chinese Drum. Feels like playing a timpani, but it's much different from it.

So...gotta be tough, gotta be strong. For what..? I don't know. Just to go through life maybe? How? This type of "strong" can't be trained by lifting weights or jogging or whatever, it needs to be from the heart. I think that my heart is weak, not in the heart problems weak, but in a emotionally weak status. Can I cry for help, now..?

ORCHESTRA!!

First orchestra practice of the year. Interesting~

Jo Yan joined this year. She's playing in the second violin. I wonder if I can continue to stay in the 2nd violin section in Junior..? Mr.Chan changed me, Loch Yeen and Wenkai to 1st violin. Tough, but when I practice, it sounds more like a song.

Percussion, damned disappointed in Poh Wen and Yin Hang. Why must they quit? It hasn't been even a year that they joined the orchestra. I've teach them almost everything I know, and now they've quit? I was so looking forward in the Bintulu trip with them! Imagining playing around on the plane, playing cards in the hotel room..and now..POOF~ I wish Emily could join us. It would of course be a lot more fun with her witty silly attitude around. And if Jeremy could come too, wow, we don't have to sleep anymore.

Phfft. Whatever now. First day in orchestra was quite kelam-kabut. Need to find all the music scores again, and need to squeeze through the violins and the winds section to get to the percussion section. But it was fun, though. It was Tjia Hwei and Kyle Yi's birthday too, what a coincidence!

Ish~ gotta continue my homework

I feel like I need to cry.

I feel like I need to cry.

In all my school years, I've never went to school so early and came back so late. I usually reach home around 5pm, then after rest and bath, I need to get on with my homework. I've been tired everyday, maybe I'm just not used to this new school life. I'm worried that I can't adapt to this new school life. What if I really can't? I mean, if I really can't do it, how can I live through this and next year?

Ok, fine. School seemed FUN last week, but now I'm keep having the feeling that I will go back to SMKBBSP later in the year. I keep thinking that this is just temporary. Why? I don't know why! I want to stay in this school and I want to go back to my friends in SMKBBSP. I hate having mixed emotions.

Actually, school is really REALLY different from last year. Last year, in class, I'm always folding my sleeves up high because it's so damned hot and sweat never stops dripping down my face whereas this year, I'm shivering from the classroom air-conds. Last year, after prefect duties during the morning assembly, I always hope that my chair isn't missing, because if it is I need to go class by class to find extra chairs. This year what I need to find is the classrooms. I still don't know where is which classroom, so I just follow along the bunch, and luckily there's Suwei with me to guide me. So many other things. Oh and the basketball club in SMKBBSP, girls never have the chance to play and in Sri Cempaka, the training is really tiring~

The facilities are of course better than SMKBBSP. But what I really wished is that my friends would transfer with me. Sounds like just a pipe dream, I know. I wonder when will I see my ex-classmates again..?

I survived!!

First week in school, NEW school...I SURVIVED!!

Actually it was quite cool, and I really do mean COOL, because I'm not used to being in a classroom with air-conds. I don't remember sweating in school now, but I do miss the hot, stuffed classroom in SMKBBSP. That's why I always choose to sit beside the window, where I can breathe fresh air and feel the wind blow.

School's fun, actually. Met a lot of new friends, and they were really very friendly. Although I'm new there, but I could really feel that we are a unit. I mean, compare to the discipline in SMKBBSP, of course Cempaka is much much better, and the environment too, and of course, you can't compare the food. I know, SMKBBSP's food is cheaper, but it isn't that clean. I remember eating the whole plate of Nasi Lemak and found a strand of hair buried under the sambal. I remember eating Pattaya Fried Rice and found half of the egg shell cooked in the egg. So far in Cempaka I haven't encounter these problems, thank goodness.

I miss my friends. In fact, I don't know whether my brain is working right or not, because I see so many students in cempaka who looks like my friends in Kwong Hon and SMKBBSP. There's a prefect there who looks exactly like Choon Kiat from Kwong Hon, a girl taking the same van as me who looks exactly like Zhi Jing from SMKBBSP, another prefect who looks like Jun Men from SMKBBSP and Loong Hui from Kwong Hon mixed together, and more. Is it a coincidence? Or is it some kind of message?

Add maths is killing me now. I missed two classes of add maths because of the orientation for new students. I have no idea what to do in add maths and chemistry, and now I am so so so so thankful that my brother can teach me for the time being. It's just so complicated? Why can't things in life be a bit more simpler? Simple is always the best, no matter what. Well, at least for me.

I didn't think that SMKBBSP would change so much after I transferred. My friends are now complaining on the new rules that the new principal set, which I think it's a bit sexist. I mean, why must girls stand behind boys during assembly? Boys are taller, and they're BIG. They could just easily block the view of any girl. It's SEXIST, I tell you, SEXIST!

And now I apologize to my friends for not being on MSN as much as I do last year. I miss not having homework xD. I reach home about 5pm then I need to get on with my homework or I won't be able to get any sleep that night. So now I will mostly online during weekends and holidays. Don't miss me so much *perasan* xD.

It's late, and my homework is not finished yet. Luckily it's a weekend, so I can get more rest. I'm off to dreamland now, hoping to dream of beautiful rainbows and flowers and Leehom standing there waiting for me. I feel so random now. I feel so lame now. Whooots..

Happy Birthday~

It's the 3rd of January today, which means it's Ying Fang's and Nick's Birthday!

Happy sweet sixteen to you two, but too bad in Malaysia you can't drive at age 16. If you guys can drive, you must remember to come pick me up and go yumcha!

School's gonna start tomorrow. Must be like form 1 again, where you don't know where's everything, and what to do.

But, really, thank goodness to Facebook! I've met some friends even before the school started. At least now I'm not that nervous anymore..Thanks everyone~

I know it's just been a while, but I miss 3H-ians very much. We gotta go lepak sometimes!!

Someone complained that my posts are too long...Sorry xD

So...? Now I spam my posts eh...?

Nothing to spam now. Nothing to do now. Nothing to make me fall asleep now. Shucks..

1st post in 2010!

Another new year begins! Time passed really fast, and I can't believe my blog is already 2 years old! But it's still "inexperienced"...

Okay, so this is my first post in 2010! I'm not actually ready to welcome this new decade, because I had so much fun in 2009, I just can't bear to leave it behind! Most of my friends went to countdown for the new year, but what I'm counting down is for the school reopen. I'm not ready to go to school yet! How can I be? I have no clues AT ALL what I should do. I'm not ready to "Kiss Goodbye" to 2009!!

I mean, how I wish that I'm retaking my PMR now! It seemed like a disaster waiting to happen then, but now it seems like it was just an ordinary exam which is a hundred times more fun! I still remember the last minute studies we did in the school canteen and in LaoJieFang which I ate lunch with Chui Kien there just before the Science Paper 2.

Besides that, last year was also my first morning session in SMKBBSP. It was much MUCH better than afternoon session where the poor students had to stand under the sun for the daily assembly! Whenever we walk out after school, I see those students, squinting their eyes to see because of the hot sun, and sweat dripping down their faces, their uniforms..Trust me, it really is disturbing to study in class while your whole body is sticky with sweat, especially for perfects!

All my ex-classmates really thought that 3H was the best class. We are the first class, and although we're not as smart as the previous 3H-ians, but we are damn sure that no previous 3H-ians can compare with our class's atmosphere. Well, the first few months, the boys and girls in class don't really mix together. The class was separated into Girls and Boys section. The left was the girls whereas the right was the boys. But just a couple of months before PMR, we started to just mix together when the teacher wasn't around.

1 thing I love most of our class is that we have each others back. When I'm in trouble or in a dilemma, I can always count on my friends Ying Fang, Mindy and Yi Pei to help me find a solution to solve it. The one that can always act crazy with me was Ying Fang. Whenever I started to go crazy, she would, too. In the end Yi Pei and Mindy who was sitting behind would just smack their heads and laugh.

I'm not sure which class I'm assigned to next year. I just know that I'm successful to get into Science. I'm really nervous. I'm not good in meeting new friends, but I hope I do..

And again~ new year, new school, new class, new life, and a new start (no New Moon xD)..


2009, I'll miss you a lot and IF I ever create a time-machine, first thing I do is go back in time to see Emily xD and then come to you......