I hate it when people think they have bigger problems than me but they actually don't. They think so because they don't know nor understand what it is that I'm going through.
I don't like being emo. I seriously don't. I won't go around telling people I'm the emo-kind of person, because I try my hardest NOT to be.
See me laughing so hard? See me playing so crazily? See me jumping around my seat and always making noise? These are the things I do to keep me occupied to not think about the bad times I'm having.
Right now I'm seriously going through something very difficult to accept. Although I don't know what's going to happen in the future, but I keep thinking about negative stuffs. What if this happens? What is that happens? I really really don't know what I'll do. Sure, they say it's nothing big, but what happens if they're wrong? I should be the victim. My family's life would be better if I was gone.